#67- Positif kan sesuatu yang negatif

betul orang ckap, attitude built up for many years. So kita ada attitude yang buruk, mau mkn masa lah untuk berubah. Sama lah jugak dengan pasangan kita.

bila pasangan kita dah biasa buat satu perkara tu, bila kita nak ubah untuk jadi lebih baik mmg amik masa. Ada orang mungkin boleh terima tapi mungkin jugak tak boleh terima dengan perubahan tu.

aku bagi satu contoh lah.

kalau ko dari kecik, mak ko dah pasak otak korang yang sisa makanan tu buang dalam lubang tandas. Tapi  pasangan ko tak boleh terima benda ni.

pada aku memang aku tak suka lah. Dah kenapa nak buang sisa mknan dlm lubang tandas. Nak kata tak ada tong sampah, mmg besar tong sampah kat dapur.

jadi bila kita nak mengubah tabiat seseorang tu memang amik masa lah. Pada orang yang kita mintak berubah tu jangan lah anggap benda tu negatif. Logiknya sisa makanan buang dlm tong sampah. kena jugak lah respect pasangan ko punya kebencian kan..

#66 - Picnic On Malaysia Day

We planning to have a picnic at Desaru on Malaysia Day. u know lah with school holiday and Public Holiday. Surely it was an hectic and so many people almost everywhere.

since husband are not working, so we planning to have a short vacation to Tanjung Balau since Desaru having so many people. Some people say, we cant having our BBQ on that area.

we start our journey on 10AM since we are waiting for everybody to fetch and a lot of thing come in away. We taking Senai- Desaru Expressway since we live at Pasir Gudang. The journey only took 30minutes times if u only go to Desaru or Tanjung Balau. But since my colleague planning not to go there, so we went to Tanjung ....arghh i cant remember the name. its took 20minute time from tanjung balau and sadness is no toilet facility. So we go back to Tanjung Balau and luckily we got a place to park and had our BBQ set to be done.

guess who are so happy? of course my kids lah..never go to Pantai. Never play with sand. of course lah diaorg over happy. we manage to picnic around 3-4 hours.
short vacation right? what do you expect? no fancy thing since we not yet gaji. So jimat cermat jer lah yer..hehehehe

so layan gambar sikit yer..gambar ihsan dari my officemate..hahahhaha

# 65- Month of September

i do love September. Sebab itu adalah bulan kelahiran. Seronok?

sangat kot sbb bulan dapat banyak hadiah. Boleh mintak my husband belanja sepanjang bulan. Sapa tak seronok kan..

we do have small celebration for our small family. i mean just 4 of us. No other people. We don't throw any birthday party. Invite orang sana sini. Because i still having a problem handling crowd and having a very 'tamah mesra' time. So better we keep the celebration small.

this year we do celebrate outside. i mean really have a fine dining food. I choose to go for steak. There is a restaurant call Islamic Steak House. When i arrive there, a lot of people but what i can say is, they have a good service. A very alert staff. since im not really a very patient customer, so like the environment and the service. Environment very cosy and food are good as well.

there is a few picture that i take. Paham-paham jer lah kalau gambar tak banyak sebab ada 2 kiddo nak kena perhati. its not so easy to take picture..hahahhaa

 some picture adalah sebelum dan selepas makan. sementara nak tunggu and nothing to do. Lets have some family photo session. Kids love to take photo so i guess at least i can have them sit still for a while.

we order mushroom fritter for starter. Fish and chip for my husband. I take beef steak for me and end up i ask my husband to finish it..hahhaha

so we got our dessert for free. i dont know the name. I guess its sagu. hahahhhaah..

price for all the food is affordable. its not u having it everyday. So i guess i no issue to bring the family to have a very good food and environment.

oh!! no gift on that day because we celebrate it after work. Oh gosh, i am working on my bornday. What to do. My leave only left for 2days only.hehhehe

by the way i get a few gift from my loved one. thanx to all who remember it. me love it.

2 perfume from my husband. Signorina by Salvatore Ferragamo which i requested. another one i cant remember what it is but it smell good.

i got my Carlo Rino wallet from my sister. A box of chocolate from my officemate, a few other give as well.
oh not to mention all the bless thru FB,Whatsapp and other media sosial. Thanx for your blessing. Im hoping Allah bless u also...

oh by the way, i already 30th this year. OH GOSH...but its okay. more to come. More to explore. More challenge to face..i pray for the best for me and also my love on...

#64 - Sadness

orang selalu ingat aku seorang yang tough, kasar dan tak der perasaan.
orang selalu ingat aku ni cakap ikut sedap mulut aku je.
orang selalu ingat aku ni tahu nak marah je.

aku memang senang tunjuk kan perasaan marah. aku memang pemarah dari kecik.
aku kadang kadang kuat memberontak.
aku lebih senang di label kasar macam lelaki. hati kering.
akak aku sendiri cakap aku hati kering.

aku bukanlah tak der perasaan sangat.
kadang kadang benda tu aku smp hati cakap je tapi aku tak sampai hati nak buat.
aku jugak kadang-kadang ego. apa orang lain tahu?

aku juga tahu sedih. tapi aku tak tunjuk. aku tak mudah menangis depan orang.
orang tak tahu aku nangis sebelum menangis. tersentuh dengan perkara kecil.
orang ingat aku tahu marah je. aku ni tak tahu sedih.

apa yang korang tahu pasal aku? jangan hukum aku seolah-olah ko Tuhan yang tahu setiap inci hamba dia. ko bukan tuhan,faham??

# 63 - Hari Raya 2014 and FIL pass away

Hallo hallo..

its been hectic month after hari raya. I dont get a chance to write anything here. Even about our hari raya for 2014. 

This year its a longer hari raya as always. Untung bila jadi orang dah kawen sebab boleh dapat longer holiday. hahahahah..

actually i got a week off for hari raya. equally went back to Muar and Kuantan. This year was my hometown turn. Im totally happy when my sister also can spend more time at hometown rather working on Hari raya. Thanx to sister willing to change work. hahahahhaa..

i got not so many picture since i do have 2 kiddo to take care off. So i better watch them instead busy taking picture. Manage to take our usual family picture. Not very nice but i love it.

 

after a week of hari raya, we start working as usual. busy with work stuff and so on. it will never ending story for me and husband. we dont own a business so i guess we have to follow the rule.

cut the crap off..we having a very nice weekend when me and office colleague do having so call hari raya visiting. half way to our colleague house, my husband got a call from my brother in law that his father pass away.

My father in law already paralyzed for quite sometime but i never expect he will go so soon. we went back on to Kuantan on 10/August. arrived at Kuantan at 11.30pm. They already buried them at nearest tanah perkuburan. We dont have a chance to meet him for the last time but we glad that we do visited him when he still lay awake. May Abah rest in peace.

thats all my Raya month story. Not much actually but that what we usually having every year. Spending with love one was the nicest moment .

#62- I miss my blog so much..

oh my..its been a while i never update any. I do update something else in wordpress but i dont feel comfortable about it. I come back to blogspot again.

a lot thing happen back then. i dont story about my hari raya yet. My father in law pass away and also my qaleesya birthday. Also small celebration at our office. Dont know where to start 1st.

i should start with Hari Raya i guess even already back dated..hahahaha.. who care by the way..

will update soonest. I hope so.

daaa...