# 71- Welcome December

Hello December...

its was 3month straight we having a very heavy workload. we shorthanded one person. People keep having leave sebab nak hujung tahun kena abis kan cuti kan. We left with no choice to work for 5 person instead of 8 person.

jadi bila burden bertambah, emosi jadi kurang stable. Masing-masing ada keje sendiri. Masing- masing ada masalah sendiri. Masalah kat rumah. masalah kat ofis. Masalah with each other. sampai satu tahap di mana EGO, SELFISH and other NEGATIVE feeling came out to the picture.

when i think about it again, it doesn't really big issue but we all mentally and physically tired.

apa pun we all boleh buat bertahan and bertabah lah wahai hati yang lara. Walaupun sebenarnya tak berapa nak tabah. But what else we can do. be thankful sebab masih ada keje untuk sara keluarga and give some money to mother. Allah knows best. Allah know i myself can get thru this. i dont know my team member. But i have to be strong mentally and physical.

#70 - zikir untuk tenaga

Ingat dulu Time pantang anak pertama si qaleesya.  Kita tak biasa lagi dengan budak.  Pastu Time bujang and baru kawen memang sentiasa cukup tido.  Faham2 je lah bila tak cukup tido senang lah nak mengamuk.

Time pantang dl,  ada Time memang si qaleesya mmg senang meragam. Ada je silap dia.  Smp tahap tido duduk pun pernah. Stress ala2 meroyan pun ada. Nsb baik ada mak nak tolong jaga kan.

On day mmg dah tahap kronik emo dia. Dah a few days tak cukup tido. Jadi mak pun Story apa pesan nabi kepada Fatimah apabila mengadu penat suruh berzikir macam dalam gambar. Sambil henjut anak dalam buai or dodoi tu memang zikir tu lah kita dok ulang2..

Penat tu tak da lah hilang trus on that day but u get a very peaceful soul. All the anger swept away. Hilang dgn bantuan kuasa Allah. Bila tido pun dpt lah rasai tenang tu.  I mean walaupun dapat lelap kjap je pun tp rasa tenang dan puas..

Sapa2 yang bakal berpantang tak lama lagi and cepat terasa penat boleh Ah amalkan. Tak semestinya Time tu je. Bila bila masa pun boleh.  Dalam kete balik kje rasa penat tu boleh Ah amalkan.  Insyaallah...

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# 69- 25th Anniversary Gala Dinnner - Green Peninsula Agencies Sdn Bhd

Date : 22 November 2014
Time : 6pm till midnight
Venue : Hotel Royale Bintang, Penang


Actually this year a bit special sbb its 25th anniversary Dinner. So a bit grand than before.. celebrating all staff yang dah keje since company open at Malaysia. We can see a lot staff masih setia bekerja untuk company.

meh lah kita chronology sikit activity of the day..
around 12pm we arrive at Evergreen Laurel Hotel which is every year if dinner held at Penang, we will stay there. Siap- siap utk pergi makan. Tapi sebab tak boleh pergi jauh2 dengan hujan rintik2. We just make decision untuk makan dekat Gurney Plaza je. Dekat sikit.

after makan and cari barang2 sikit. We all balik ke Hotel naik teksi sbb hujan lebat. Tak der choice. Reason balik ke hotel awal sbb we all kena kluar and tunggu our coach kul 5pm.
jadik paham2 je lah nak make up cantik-cantik kan..

so i already book my make up artist. Dia mmg make up artist kat utara. Jadi gamble amik dia sebab i rasa dia punya make up mmg sgt sweet. boleh tgk instagram dia @syafasweettouch . 
this make up artist mmg sgt recommended.  she arrive around 3.30PM sebab jalan kat penang jem on that day sebab baru start cuti sekolah. jadi ada nmpk rushing sikit bila time dia nak make up but the result mmg walahhh...cantik sgt and i love it. for me mmg cantik lah tp tak tahu lah pada orang lain kan..

kul 5PM cepat2 turun ke lobby. Tudung pun pakai asal boleh je. hahahah.. tak penah2 pkai macam tu tp boleh jd macam tu. Jadi aku memang tak kisah..janji pkai tudung..

So sampai lobby perkara pertama adalah bergambar bersama kawan-kawan yang ada lah..hehehhe..
jom layan gambar jap..

5.30PM - arrive Bintang Royale Hotel and sambung lagi amik gambar sebab we all punya dinner only start at 7PM. So we take opportunity to take so many picture tapi i tak amik banyak pun. My colleague je lah yang rajin sgt..Gambar pun ehsan dari kawan- kawan..hehehhe

 me and My colleague, Sun Ho

 our dept colleague with Lady Boss. Lady Boss both pkai printed dress. We all je pkai plain colour..apakah?

 me and my Sales Colleague, Sue Shan. baju dia paling-paling glitters among us...

 everybody have to take picture here. My outfit is from Zawara. Tudung by Tudungpeople. My clutch from Fabiano Ricco. Kasut from Guess tapi tak nmpk..

  

oklah tu je story nya. gambar dalam dewan tak der sebab malas amik gambar. tiap kali dapat seat belakang2 buat hati terbakar jer. Demm sgt..Jadi we duduk diam and makan je..hehhehe

# 68 - Hari- hari yang Busy

hari -hari yang busy ni bukan di rumah tapi di ofis. apa sahaja kat rumah berjalan dengan baik. 

Alhamdulillah.

cuma daya tahan badan dan emosi agak terganggu bila keje terlalu banyak. di tambah dengan boss yang langsung tak der kepala hotak kadang-kadang. Penat dan letih bila fikirkan.

kalau ada rezeki lain, mau je berhijrah ke tempat lain atau tukar je tempat keje tp aku tahu itu tak menyelesaikan masalah pun.. cuma aku mintak satu environment yang lebih baik. itu je.

or should i just berdoa pada Allah, tolong lah lembutkan hati boss..tolong lah..

#67- Positif kan sesuatu yang negatif

betul orang ckap, attitude built up for many years. So kita ada attitude yang buruk, mau mkn masa lah untuk berubah. Sama lah jugak dengan pasangan kita.

bila pasangan kita dah biasa buat satu perkara tu, bila kita nak ubah untuk jadi lebih baik mmg amik masa. Ada orang mungkin boleh terima tapi mungkin jugak tak boleh terima dengan perubahan tu.

aku bagi satu contoh lah.

kalau ko dari kecik, mak ko dah pasak otak korang yang sisa makanan tu buang dalam lubang tandas. Tapi  pasangan ko tak boleh terima benda ni.

pada aku memang aku tak suka lah. Dah kenapa nak buang sisa mknan dlm lubang tandas. Nak kata tak ada tong sampah, mmg besar tong sampah kat dapur.

jadi bila kita nak mengubah tabiat seseorang tu memang amik masa lah. Pada orang yang kita mintak berubah tu jangan lah anggap benda tu negatif. Logiknya sisa makanan buang dlm tong sampah. kena jugak lah respect pasangan ko punya kebencian kan..

#66 - Picnic On Malaysia Day

We planning to have a picnic at Desaru on Malaysia Day. u know lah with school holiday and Public Holiday. Surely it was an hectic and so many people almost everywhere.

since husband are not working, so we planning to have a short vacation to Tanjung Balau since Desaru having so many people. Some people say, we cant having our BBQ on that area.

we start our journey on 10AM since we are waiting for everybody to fetch and a lot of thing come in away. We taking Senai- Desaru Expressway since we live at Pasir Gudang. The journey only took 30minutes times if u only go to Desaru or Tanjung Balau. But since my colleague planning not to go there, so we went to Tanjung ....arghh i cant remember the name. its took 20minute time from tanjung balau and sadness is no toilet facility. So we go back to Tanjung Balau and luckily we got a place to park and had our BBQ set to be done.

guess who are so happy? of course my kids lah..never go to Pantai. Never play with sand. of course lah diaorg over happy. we manage to picnic around 3-4 hours.
short vacation right? what do you expect? no fancy thing since we not yet gaji. So jimat cermat jer lah yer..hehehehe

so layan gambar sikit yer..gambar ihsan dari my officemate..hahahhaha

# 65- Month of September

i do love September. Sebab itu adalah bulan kelahiran. Seronok?

sangat kot sbb bulan dapat banyak hadiah. Boleh mintak my husband belanja sepanjang bulan. Sapa tak seronok kan..

we do have small celebration for our small family. i mean just 4 of us. No other people. We don't throw any birthday party. Invite orang sana sini. Because i still having a problem handling crowd and having a very 'tamah mesra' time. So better we keep the celebration small.

this year we do celebrate outside. i mean really have a fine dining food. I choose to go for steak. There is a restaurant call Islamic Steak House. When i arrive there, a lot of people but what i can say is, they have a good service. A very alert staff. since im not really a very patient customer, so like the environment and the service. Environment very cosy and food are good as well.

there is a few picture that i take. Paham-paham jer lah kalau gambar tak banyak sebab ada 2 kiddo nak kena perhati. its not so easy to take picture..hahahhaa

 some picture adalah sebelum dan selepas makan. sementara nak tunggu and nothing to do. Lets have some family photo session. Kids love to take photo so i guess at least i can have them sit still for a while.

we order mushroom fritter for starter. Fish and chip for my husband. I take beef steak for me and end up i ask my husband to finish it..hahhaha

so we got our dessert for free. i dont know the name. I guess its sagu. hahahhhaah..

price for all the food is affordable. its not u having it everyday. So i guess i no issue to bring the family to have a very good food and environment.

oh!! no gift on that day because we celebrate it after work. Oh gosh, i am working on my bornday. What to do. My leave only left for 2days only.hehhehe

by the way i get a few gift from my loved one. thanx to all who remember it. me love it.

2 perfume from my husband. Signorina by Salvatore Ferragamo which i requested. another one i cant remember what it is but it smell good.

i got my Carlo Rino wallet from my sister. A box of chocolate from my officemate, a few other give as well.
oh not to mention all the bless thru FB,Whatsapp and other media sosial. Thanx for your blessing. Im hoping Allah bless u also...

oh by the way, i already 30th this year. OH GOSH...but its okay. more to come. More to explore. More challenge to face..i pray for the best for me and also my love on...

#64 - Sadness

orang selalu ingat aku seorang yang tough, kasar dan tak der perasaan.
orang selalu ingat aku ni cakap ikut sedap mulut aku je.
orang selalu ingat aku ni tahu nak marah je.

aku memang senang tunjuk kan perasaan marah. aku memang pemarah dari kecik.
aku kadang kadang kuat memberontak.
aku lebih senang di label kasar macam lelaki. hati kering.
akak aku sendiri cakap aku hati kering.

aku bukanlah tak der perasaan sangat.
kadang kadang benda tu aku smp hati cakap je tapi aku tak sampai hati nak buat.
aku jugak kadang-kadang ego. apa orang lain tahu?

aku juga tahu sedih. tapi aku tak tunjuk. aku tak mudah menangis depan orang.
orang tak tahu aku nangis sebelum menangis. tersentuh dengan perkara kecil.
orang ingat aku tahu marah je. aku ni tak tahu sedih.

apa yang korang tahu pasal aku? jangan hukum aku seolah-olah ko Tuhan yang tahu setiap inci hamba dia. ko bukan tuhan,faham??

# 63 - Hari Raya 2014 and FIL pass away

Hallo hallo..

its been hectic month after hari raya. I dont get a chance to write anything here. Even about our hari raya for 2014. 

This year its a longer hari raya as always. Untung bila jadi orang dah kawen sebab boleh dapat longer holiday. hahahahah..

actually i got a week off for hari raya. equally went back to Muar and Kuantan. This year was my hometown turn. Im totally happy when my sister also can spend more time at hometown rather working on Hari raya. Thanx to sister willing to change work. hahahahhaa..

i got not so many picture since i do have 2 kiddo to take care off. So i better watch them instead busy taking picture. Manage to take our usual family picture. Not very nice but i love it.

 

after a week of hari raya, we start working as usual. busy with work stuff and so on. it will never ending story for me and husband. we dont own a business so i guess we have to follow the rule.

cut the crap off..we having a very nice weekend when me and office colleague do having so call hari raya visiting. half way to our colleague house, my husband got a call from my brother in law that his father pass away.

My father in law already paralyzed for quite sometime but i never expect he will go so soon. we went back on to Kuantan on 10/August. arrived at Kuantan at 11.30pm. They already buried them at nearest tanah perkuburan. We dont have a chance to meet him for the last time but we glad that we do visited him when he still lay awake. May Abah rest in peace.

thats all my Raya month story. Not much actually but that what we usually having every year. Spending with love one was the nicest moment .

#62- I miss my blog so much..

oh my..its been a while i never update any. I do update something else in wordpress but i dont feel comfortable about it. I come back to blogspot again.

a lot thing happen back then. i dont story about my hari raya yet. My father in law pass away and also my qaleesya birthday. Also small celebration at our office. Dont know where to start 1st.

i should start with Hari Raya i guess even already back dated..hahahaha.. who care by the way..

will update soonest. I hope so.

daaa...

#61 - trying

Trying to blog using hp..
It is okay on blogger or better on wordpress..

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#60 - Throwback

Hi hi..rasa macam dah lama tak menulis kat sini kan..
tak tahu lah bila nak rajin taip entri setiap minggu pun tak tahu lah..
sebulan sekali jer. macam boring sgt je idup ni ek..
tak bosan langsung lah kalau ada dua anak kan..
macam-macam lah benda boleh buat and layankan..

actually aku tengah sibuk sort gambar utk di print nanti. Dah beli kupon kat Groupon. Nak pilih cuma 80 keping jer tapi macam susah sangat lah kan.
so dalam sibuk nak pilih- pilih tu aku ada beberapa gambar yg kalau aku tgk balik tetiba rasa touch sgt.

 ini adalah gambar sehari sebelum adik dia lahir sebenarnya. so we all ada selfie lah sehari sebelum tu. sapa sangka that was the last time she become the only child. Pastu esk nya dah ada adik..

 ini adalah 2 hari selepas adik dia lahir. Dia request nak susu sebelah adik dia yang tgh tido. Masih lagi manja as always.

ini adalah gambar 3hari lepas adik dia lahir and request nak tido pangku dengan mama dia. this face make me wanna cry. Kadang-kadang rasa tak fair when she's not yet 2 years old that time tp dah ada adik. Kesian sebenarnya. Jadik tak hairan sebenarnya kalau dia masih lagi until now jelous ngan adik dia. 

kadang-kadang tak terniat kat hati mama dia ni nak marah2 dia tapi itulah. Manusia biasa kan mesti nak termarah bila tiba-tiba dia wat perangai specially time mama dia tgh pantang dulu...

hurm...and now im waiting my Qaleesya to become 3years old on 4th August this year. how time flies...

tup tup dah 3tahun dah dia...

#59 - Happy birthday to my Beloved Hazeeq

Hello hello..
lama sangat dah tak posting kat sini. Busy sangat kat ofis. balik rumah fikir nak rest kan badan je sebab tak nak ilang tumpuan the next day.

by the way, last week Mohd Hazeeq already one year old. rasa macam sekejap sangat masa. kami duduk kat rumah baru pun tak sampai setahun lagi. Alhamdulillah everything when well sebab nak lahir kan dia dulu rumah dah siap. Tapi yang tak syok sebab semua keje renovation and pindah was done by my husband. Bini dia berpantang kat muar.

on 16/Mar lepas just pegi makan2 dekat Nandos sebab semua tpt makan are fully occupied with people. Rupa-rupanya singaporean school holiday. Bukan nak salahkan Singaporean but usually middle month tak ramai orang nak pegi shopping or makan kat luar sbb duit gaji dah tak brapa banyak so mestilah nak jimat cermat kan..
but to Singaporean mesti tak der hal kan.
dah pusing2 semua tempat, so kita pegi jerlah Nandos je. Both kiddo sebenarnya not really feeling well. Dua2 down with selsema and mild coughing. Jadi sambut birthday ala kadar. Kek pun tak der. Hhahahahah...

after eat, go tpt mainan pastu g beli hadiah. Simple je pun celebrate. Tak der buat party langsung. Budget ada tapi masa tak sesuai sgt. Jadi kita celebrate kecik2 je.

so layan gambar jer lah.

# 58 - Wordless Wednesday

#57- Poplook

Hello all..

baru nak excited beli baju online. Tetiba poplook tengah upgrade web...
Bulan depan kena pegi training.
Concept baju adalah smart casual.
dah le badan plus size.. asal berkenan di mata je mesti size kecik.
yang tak berkenan di mata tu ada pulak size besar..

haiihh....kena kuruskan badan ke apa ni??

oklah..itu jer pun nak mengadu...
okbai...

# 56- Projek memikat suami..

Currently aku tengah layan cerita Projek Memikat Suami dekat Astro ni..
so aku pun bagitau lah laki aku yang aku tengah tengok citer..

tetiba dia tnya aku
' bila awak nak pikat suami awak ni?'

krekk krekk..( effect bunyi cam dalam citer boboiboy)

' eh, cerita belum abis macam mana nak aplikasi kan..lgpun awk kan suka sy kan? bukan macam dlm cerita tu'

krekk krekk ( effect bunyi lagi)

hahahaha..last2 dia senyap..
sapa suruh tanya kan..nasib lah..
di sebabkan aku agak kurang kesabaran nak tunggu cerita dia seminggu sekali selama sejam tu..
haruslah beli buku dia kan..

ok jom baca..

# 55- Amalan Rohani - Ya Wahhab

Salam tahun Baru semua..
Nak sharing amalan rohani ni. Copy Paste from blog yang kita stumble tadi..
Moga bermanfaat untuk semua

Amalan Rohani [Al-WAhhab]

"AL-WAHHAB"
Nama Allah yang ke-17

Maksud:
The Giver of All, He who donates all blessings to his creatures.
Yang Maha Penganugerah.

Fadhilat:

1. Menjadi terkaya dan terkenal
Bila membaca YA WAHHAB 300 kali setiap hari atau selepas solat fardhu, insyaAllah anda akan dikurniakan kekayaan, kemakmuran dan kemasyuran. Jika anda mengamalkan solat sunat Dhuha dan membaca YA WAHHAB 41 kali di sujud terakhir, insyaAllah anda akan dirahmati dengan harta yang banyak. Peluang akan datang dengan mudah sekali.

2. Permintaan dimakbulkan
Siapa yang membaca Ya Wahhab 7 kali sebelum meminta sesuatu,insya Allah permintaanNya akan diperkenankan. Jika dibaca 100 kali dengan tangan menadah ke langit,doa anda akan dimakbulkan.

3. Mencari pekerjaan
Siapa yang tidak mempunyai pekerjaan atau sangat miskin,hendaklah dia mengamalkan solat sunat,kemudian sujud dan membaca 70 kali Ya Wahhab.Dia akan mendapat makanan tanpa disangka-sangka(dari kawan,jiran atau seumpamanya).

4. Membayar hutang
Jika anda mempunyai hutang yang banyak tetapi tidak ada wang untuk membayarnya,kerjakanlah sembahyang sunat hajat atau nafil 2 rakaat selepas tengah malam setiap Khamis selepas Maghrib dan Isyak,kemudian memalingkan wajah ke langit dan membaca Ya Wahhab 111 kali.Kemudian hendaklah dia membaca Al-Fatihah dan ini hendaklah dilakukan 3 malam berturut-turut(tiga Khamis).Insya Allah keperluan anda akan tersedia dan hutang akan dapat dilangsaikan.

5. Menjauhi kelaparan
Baca Ya Wahhab 41 kali di sujud terakhir solat Zuhur,insya Allah anda tidak akan merasa lapar.

6. Dimakbulkan doa
Baca Ya Wahhab 7 kali selepas berdoa pada bila-bila masa,kemusykilan anda akan terjawab dan permintaan anda akan diperkenankan,insya Allah.

Marilah kita sama2 amalkan Zikir Ya Wahhab ini. Semoga kita lebih dekat dengan Allah dan diberikan rezeki yang barakah.